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| Tinext ko si Joan kanina, sabi ko okay yung episode na sinulat nya, naka-relate ako..
Sabi ni Jo, "Bakit? nagka-bf kang seminarista?"
Sabi ko, "Hindi, gusto kong magmadre!"
Oo, gusto ko dati maging madre. Maging katulad ni Sr. Faith na so far ang pinakamagandang madreng nakilala ko or ni Sr. Maria Mercedes na gumagawa ng rosary na gawa sa crayons, or maging kasing tanda ni Sr. Salvacion na ang birthday ay November 4, o kaya magturo ng C.L.E. sa mga Kinder and Prep students ng Holy Spirit School at tumira sa kumbento ng Holy Spirit Missionary Sisters (nung Grade 3 ako, sumama ako sa isang barkada na dun kumakain pag lunch. bawal yun eh...di naman kami nahuli).
Tapos naging Christian ako, hmm... may modern-day Christian madre kaya?
Basta, tanda ko lang nung grade school ako, gusto kong mag-madre dahil gusto kong maging missionary.. sa mga tribo, sa mga lugar na payat ang mga tao at saan mang nakakatakot...
Nung bata ako, takot ako sa mga Bumbay...at mga parang Bumbay...
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| The Five Love LanguagesMy primary love language is probably
Quality Time
with a secondary love language being
Physical Touch.
Complete set of results| Quality Time: | | 10 | | Physical Touch: | | 9 | | Words of Affirmation: | | 6 | | Receiving Gifts: | | 3 | | Acts of Service: | | 2 |
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| With Abi's help who ministered to me in that semi-Victory Weekend at our apartment, I got four realizations from my 2-hour journey by foot from Galleria to Kamuning.
1. Because of pride, a 15 minute ride was stretched to a 2-hour walk.
2. An answered prayer left to negligence puts off an opportunity to praise God.
3. I may have needs, but I don't know what they are.
4. I don't love myself.
Some random thoughts:
On Selfless love and Service
There is a difference between selfless love and service. Selfless love works on a premise that an individual must love himself/herself first before loving others. Service is reaching out and providing help out of your love for others. I realized I only knew the latter because it did not have the premise of loving oneself first.
On Personal Needs
I grew up having a dad who was very compassionate and helpful. He would always tell me to help those who are in need even at the expense of my convenience. And that's what I tried to do, I would dismiss my own needs thinking that the needs of other people are more important than mine.
I hope I'm not giving the wrong impression about my dad,he had good intentions, it's just that Satan sometimes has his way of perverting circumstances.
So, there I was thinking that I was doing fine serving other people, putting them first before myself, not realizing how I have unfortunately depreciated my self worth in the process. I never thought that the habit of dismissing my personal needs would someday result to not being able to recognize them entirely. Worse, there was a point wherein I had to ask Abi what "need" means and what it is for.
For now, my working definition for need is "something I can't live without".
On Loving Oneself
I don't love myself.
I always thought that having my parents and God to love me was enough. This is funny but I never felt that I also have the responsibility to love myself. I honestly don't know how to receive love and affection from other people, I used to think that the need to feel loved and special is unnecessary. I used to think that I don't need to feel loved and special because I already know that I am loved and special. But I also realized that feeling is an appropriate supplement for knowing.
Well, I've been vulnerable for the past few days, and I am a work in progress.
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| Nakuha ko 'to kay Ligaya Vanessa Enriquez a.k.a. Lia..
Daisy Cherise
With a strong intellect, organising ability and a thirst for knowledge
you are a natural researcher or scientist. Anything which can stimulate
your agile and analytical mind, including travel, will be of interest
to you. With your efficient confident manner and willingness to accept
responsibilities you are especially suited to directing group projects.
You are admired for your honesty, integrity and fairness.
Daisy
A pearl "Latin"
You are an inspiring leader whose originality, creativity and wisdom
are applied to creating practical solutions to "unsolvable" problems.
Humanitarian and idealistic your vision is to make the world a better
place and you will work to this end. Hardworking and tenacious people
admire you for your honesty and integrity. You are a loved and loyal
friend and partner.
You have the potential to achieve enormous success in the world.
Cherise
Having confidence in yourself and integrity you have your emotions
under control and are rarely ruffled. You have a quiet and reflective
manner and are responsive to the needs of others giving you the ability
to be a mediator. You are extremely successful in the material world
being organised, financially astute and pursuing realistic goals. Your
caring attitude and compassion certainly makes you a loved individual.
Daise/Dayz
Balanced and fairminded you possess the ability to use sound reason and
judgement when determined and decisive action is required. Persuasive
and logical you tend to be an influential figure in your circle of
friends and associates. You are extremely adaptable and this is
necessary as you seem to be continually being presented with decisions
of a life altering nature.
Dais
You have a charismatic and magnetic personality which others cannot
help but be drawn to ensuring you of many friends. Very ambitious your
keen perceptive powers and ability to absorb knowledge helps you to
achieve your objectives. You are a strong willed and industrious worker
who is prepared to earn all the material success and good fortune which
comes your way. With a philosophical attitude happiness is assured.
Desya
Sensitive and emotional you are highly intuitive and have a wonderful
imagination. The instinctive impressions which you receive about people
and situations are usually accurate and mean that you can rarely be
misled. You have healing and counselling abilities which can help to
alleviate the suffering of others. Your loyalty, integrity and belief
in life means that you are much admired and assured of many friends.
Dizzy
You are responsible, determined and tenacious with sound judgement and
the ability to inspire others making you ideal for positions of
leadership. Having broad vision you are happy to accept the challenge
of handling large projects which others may find too demanding. With
your keen intuition and inventive mind you are always seeking answers.
Fair and just you have a warm and compassionate nature which attracts
many friends. Daz
You are idealistic and intelligent and very much an all or nothing
person.Tending to experience constant change in life security is found
in your real and abiding values. With great organisational ability,
industry and creative prowess you love to build tangible results and
are especially gifted at transforming lost causes. Your intelligence is
marked with keen perception and analytical ability. A secure home life
and relationship are important for you.
DSY
Peaceful, poised and understanding you do not let anyone or anything
disturb your innate calm. You are tolerant of others no matter how
their behaviours or beliefs differ from your own. Not attached to
material or worldly affairs you are free to express your true self.
Displaying great wisdom and serenity people are naturally drawn to you
for guidance and counsel. Your courage and presence of mind see you
through any adversity.
Cheese
You are fairminded, wise and peaceloving and are always willing to help
others. Your mental capabilities and creativity are well marked with
wonderful and original ideas which you need to bring to tangible
fruition. Perceptive and understanding of others your positive approach
to life and influential nature means that you have leadership
qualities. There is great potential for success both financially and
spiritually.
d_cheese_decays
You are a philosophical, humanitarian and noble individual with a
strong sense of self enabling you to maintain your poise and
perspective at all times. Possessing broad vision and a strong
intellect you can create or comprehend new concepts with ease. You live
your life without excess and are respected by others for your courage,
kindness and patience. A lover of nature and seeker of knowledge and
truth.
Daisy Doctor Cayos
You are much admired by others because of your unique personality and
fair dealings with people. Having a shrewd and creative mind you are
extremely clever and can apply your abilities to achieving success in
the business world. You possess confidence, determination and
intuitively understand people so leadership or management roles would
suit you best. Your tenacity, talent and ability to handle change
ensures that all your ambitions will be achieved.
http://www.bostonuk.com/name_meanings.php
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